| Location | Scotland |
| Age | 33 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 29/03/1973 |
| Date of Death | 05/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,971 since 02/01/2009 |
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What can I say? Alan was a true gentleman. The one person who I could turn to in times of trouble. My pillar of strength in times of need. Alan is missed more than you could ever imagine, his passing has left a huge void in my heart and I don't know what to do about it.
Alan had many problems over the years - personal problems, health problems and issues relating to his career. On 5th November 2006, Alan had taken all the troubles that he could and made the decision to end his own life. Alan was used to being the one who everyone turned to, he always had the answers to the problems... when they were other peoples problems, but he would never discuss his own and look where it got him.
RIP babe, you are always in my heart and thoughts. You are safe now. Love you always xxxxx
SAD ARE THE HEARTS THAT LOVE YOU
SAD ARE THE TEARS THAT FALL
LIVING THEIR LIVES WITHOUT YOU
IS THE HARDEST PART OF ALL
GOD BLESS ALAN X
Remember Me
Remember me when roses bloom
And Spring returns again ---
For I am ever present in your midst
In the dawn and in the wind ---
You mustn't think I've gone away
For good - Instead remember me
The way I was in better days
The way it used to be ----
Remember me as I am now
Alive, at peace, and free ---
There is no place for sorrows past
Is just a lost memory ----
For life derives its' purest joy
In living day to day ---
Follow what I've taught you
And REMEMBER ME, this way .....
~~~~Dorothy Womack~~~~
GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS
HOW DOES IT FEEL? WHATS IT LIKE?
IT'S LIKE:
A hole with no bottom
A hill with no top
A road with no bend
A night with no end.
It's as if its not happened
It's as if its not true
Its' as if its a dream
Yet a numbness seeps through.
There's a feeling of emptiness
A gap to be filled
There's a feeling of loneliness
That cannot be filled.
They say time"s a healer
How long will it take?
I cant see it ending
It's a permanent ache.
Life as no meaning
Yet it as to go on
I find it so hard
I feel so alone.
No one will ever know
The depth of my sorrow
I just have to trust
There'll be a better tomorrow.
May god give me strength
To keep on going
To get through this pain
To feel real again.
I'll never get over it
Of that I am sure
But I'll give time a chance
And hope for a cure.
Time's without end
Love is too
I'll never forget you
I'll always miss you
Sister Isabel C. Kelly FMS
LOVE JUDE.X
Blessings
Those we love we never lose
For always they will be
Loved, remembered, treasured
Always in our memory.
xx xx
I am so sorry for your loss
My partner also took his own life in August 2006. I cant believe how many people take their own life and this site makes it so obvious.There must be something we can do to educate people to seek help. We never think it will happen to us but it does,so please lets find a way to put a stop to it.
Big love to your family
xxxxx
mavis(peter martin gareth shane dickinson )mam
iv lost 3 sons who took there own lifes its very hard 2 cope with cos u dont no what gose round in there head when they have gone i said 2 my family i should have know cos i am there mam my son gareth took es in dec 2006 e was 27 then peter in march 2007 e was 36 then my baby shane in march 2008 e was 27 i also lost a little boy martin in sep 1n 1979 e was 4 e was run over and then on the 5 nov 2008 my son jason was took in hospital 2 intencare and es had 2 hav a op on is heart es still in hos but i no is bros will hav bn watching over him i miss them so much but i no there r happy lv mavis xx
Alan Jordan Alexander Clarke
Born 29th March 1973
Died 5th November 2006
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Whenever I needed someone to talk to, you were always there
My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, you were always there
There was no time when I doubted who to come to because you were always there
I could see in your eyes that you wanted to help, and that you really cared.
When I was down and blue, you were always there
No matter what my problems or what was wrong, you were always there
Whenever I felt like nothing mattered, you were always there.
Now you're gone and I don't know what to do
I close my eyes and think of you, of how you were always there
It's hard to look at photos and see memories of you.
Can you hear me now? All night I'll pray and I'll speak to you
I guess you were right when you told me all those times
That no matter how far away you were, you'd always be there.
You took your own life and I'll never know why
Nothing was bad enough that you had to die!
I'll always be here with you in my heart
You're one in a million; I knew that from the start.
I'll always love you babe, I'll never forget you
You're one of the angels taken too soon
I hope you find happiness in that far away place
We'll be together again one day, and it'll never be too soon.
Love you always xxxxx
R.I.P. Sparx - always loved, never forgotten
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